stupid things

This post is more for me since this is my journal right now, so it is going to be boring!  As a parent I am finding I say really stupid things.  Sometimes I catch myself saying things or giving my kids these crazy ultimatums to get them to do what I want them to do.  I keep thinking I am so grateful Heavenly Father is not like me.  Today I said something to Johnathan that hurt his feelings, and I keep thinking where did that come from.  He is such a sweet loving kid. All he wants are people to love him and be his friend, and yet for a moment I did not give that to him(at least he did not feel that from me).  Did I loose his trust, am I breaking his and Rosie's spirit.  Sometimes I can't believe Heavenly Father gave me these little children.  I am grateful for them and I love them so much, I just hope I can think before I say the stupid things to my kids and other people!